just strange

sperti biase,today after solat subuh,got to sleep again..
dan utk beberapa kali tersedar dgn sendirinya..
oleh kerana masih belum kol 10,continue to sleep again..
then,i woke up again wif a strange feeling..
dis time at 10 o'clock..

i really dun like dis kind of feelin'..
i stat 2 think sumtin bad..
quickly rush down from da bed n have a bath..
got to col my parents but need my breakfast first..if not,perot masok angin lagi la jwabnye..

just worry coz i have got dis kind of feelin' before..
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mase exam mode last sem
xtau nape,tp ad stu mase tuh slalu tringat kt umah..
agak pelik tp juz ignore je..
then,got miscol from my mom..
i call her back..

"assalamualaikum,ummi..kak (name pgggilan dlm family) pegi tapau diner td.sume chat?tok mek (my sick grandma) cmne?cam slalu ke?"

tok mek da lame sakit tp xtau sakit ape..die tibe2 lemah bdan,then da xbleh jalan..cume bleh baring smpai skrang.mkn minum trpksa org len tlg..

then..
"kak,tokmek da xde..tgah hari tadi"

zappp..tibe2 rse cam lost skejap..ya allah..
mule2 pura2 nk buat cam tabah je tp mnitik gak air mata pastu..
ptot la asek tringat kt umah..

"ya allah..umi,kak xboleh nk blik,tgah mggu exam skrng.." dgan berat hatinya ckap kt my mom.

"xpela kak..lagipon x smpat gak nk jmpe arwah tok mek kalo blik skrang..bckan yaasin utk tok mek ye...ade pape nnti,umi col blik"

"ok.."

sedey gak time tuh sbab 2 mggu sblom tuh,blik umah jmpe arwah tok mek..time tuh,die nmpak ok je w'pon kne dok kt ospital,sbab arwah tokmek x sedarkn diri for 1 day b4 msok ospital..rse myesal sbab x smpt mintak maap dgn arwah sblom mai utp lepas tuh..

pape pon,semoga arwah tok mek dan ayah ( pnggilan kpada arwah atok,died b4 tokmek) dicucuri rahmat n berada dikalangan org-org yg dikasihiNya..amin..

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back to da topic today..
col my mum..
alhamdulillah,eveything's is ok and everyone is fine..
felt relieved for a while and pray that everyone that i luv akan slalu dilindungi olehNya..aminn..

**sori kalo penim ngan mix language dlam post ni

P/S : to all my fwens & family,I LUV U OL